the unspoken truths.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

my lovely popo.

NEW ADDICTION: NICHKHUN.

okay my granny is really the cutest in the world.
at least in mine.
she came over to my house and yeah we karaoked together.
no doubt the songs are oldies.
well, quality time with her was a pleasure.

and why she is the cutest.
she was afraid i was kidnapped by the taxi uncle when i was waiting at the taxi while my mum brought her up to the apartment.
LOL.

i do wonder why recently i have been dreaming quite abit.
mostly i would be running and were searching for something in my dreams.
weird yet i've not a clue for that.
HAR HAR HAR PROBABLY I SHOULD TRY THE ONLINE DREAM DECIPHER SHIT LINK.
TEEHEE! :B

on a sidenote,
im disappointed in how you have reacted.

gahh im off!
it's been a long day for me.

11:16 PM

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

tear glands on the act.

My Sister's Keeper.
yeah it isn't showing in the cinema anymore.
watched at liting's place with justina.
it's a really good movie to catch.
touching yet with careful plots for the whole scene.
mixed feelings with the progress of the whole show.
it sure did get my tear glands working.
i sobbed.
but didnt expect that i wasn't the worst given the emotional self.
well, somebodehh actually wept like a baby.
but it's alright. no shame about crying.
it just shows that we are humans with emotions.
well, who isn't.
this shall be the movie of my year apart from 2012.
it's tiring to cry and feel swollen on the eyes.
the aftermath is always, exhaustion!

cancer patients are fighting for every battle of their lives.
while at point of times, some people don't cherish their life when given the chance to do it healthily.
well, i don't wish to go on.
lousy mood at the moment with the frustration i get from the runny nose.

WELL, FIGHT ON PEOPLE! for any single shit.
shit does happen at times.
alright later! :)

11:42 PM

Monday, November 30, 2009

2012.

yeah i'm finally back blogging.
been wayyy too lazy to talk about my ~~boring~~ life.

so exams are over.
holidays are here.
i'm working.
at this cruise thing.
with poor management.
poor organisation. (yeah i know it's somewhat of the same meaning but just allow me to you know, like, BURP it out. :/ )
no contingency plans.
and need to point that out, that it's an unwise shit thing without any back up plans especially so, when you're handling the service line.
*jeer at them*

alright, yeah that's not really my concern since my job was just to smile, ~~act~~ be nice and do my part of work.

finally caught a decent movie.
yeah 2012.
i'm slow.
yeah yeah. but well, SHOUTING TO THE WORLD that the effects were damn cool and real.
lousy shuchen teared a couple of times.
and yeah the fear did sting her alittle.
BUT i do know during 2013, i will still be ALIVEEE.
okay whatever. who knows.
i'm no good person to predict.
just thought probably 2012 is a good movie to start joining the whole "SAVING GAIA" thing. hahahahaha.
i mean we are definitely harming the world in a way.
(shit. i am doing it right now with my lights and laptop on. and i'm not doing justice to my parents' savings. HA HA HA. okay digressss...)

but right. where was i?
oh okay. yeah. (yah yah i'm mad. talking to myself. but that's the whole point about blogging. alright too many internal thoughts.)
err.. there's this part where the SENIOR monk said to the JUNIOR monk: "you will need to empty the cup of tea, just like emptying all your perceptions and opinions towards a certain thing to understand/(or was it BE ENLIGHTENED) a certain issue."

i was thinking, do monks think and dwell over such words all day and have HALO all over them when they are enlightened? and when they are, they are only seeing their 'enlightenment' in their own point of view. where there are actually ten thousand (definitely an understatement) and one ways to look at a thing. alright. far-fetched. but well, RANDOM rules it all.

alright i think i'm done abit of talkings here.
OH YEAH YEAH there's a touching scene about this dad and son.
fancy when the world is ending, there are DISTANCE apart.

well, in desperate calls and survivor needs, will your self-centered overrule your head and humanity? i don't know. well, noble leaders left behind with their people and face it with them. crappy shitheads left the rest behind and thought of themselves. it's awesome how different people think. and it's definitely uncool to see how a line draws apart from compassion and inhumanity where people chose their sides to stand in times of desperation.

okay folks. i love to end my things with abrupt GOODBYE.
so here's a GOODBYE.
SO LONG.
and THE END kinda thing.
likewise, RANDOMs RULE! PUMP IT! :)

alright takecare people! :D

11:31 PM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

shooting stars!

alright mighty.
this shall be snappy.

back from chalet.
where we saw shooting stars.
two would be the number that i have seen.
that makes me a lucky girl. hahahahaha

learnt about astrology from this guy and how we imagined 'orion' as formed in the bed of stars.
chalet was fun, i would say.
at least i'm not that a social hermit already.
made a bunch of new friends.
and am really amused by the kinda entertainment they can give.

alright jingle dingle.
i'm tired.
my train of thoughts came to a halt at this very moment.
so goodnight world.
hello lala land. :)

ps: dslr is really cool! wish i could have one soon. lol

9:25 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009

My Happiness, My Joy, My Laughter!

SPREADING MY JOYYY! :D

Howie Day - Collide (cover)

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

First of, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER FOR NUTS, BABY! :D
Okay i'm so happy,
I'm so glad,
THAT I FOUND YOU...

hahahaha okay exams are finally over and i am kinda enjoying my hols in a way.
Aimless as it may be, with no aim in life,
it makes life meaningless.
So when i do not have an aim,
i will strum my baby guitar!
and do some covers whenever possible.

Song attempted was the one above.
i need to emphasise the fact that the low keys are really too low for my vocals :/
BUTTERFLY FLY AWAY is another song.

O-M-G-! (said this to show my eggcitement!)
I FINALLY GOT MY TUNER!
NOW MY GUITAR IS WELL TUNEDDD!
and i've gotten myself this two artist picks!
Simpson and the other Nightmare Before Christmas >:D
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!

oh did i mention i've gotten a part-time job?
i'm gonna work as a check-in agent at harbour front.
Sounds pretty cool but the hours are too short to earn MORE BUCKS!
boo to that but cheers that i'm kinda employed.

On a sidenote,
REGINA CHAI, i know you shouldn't be reading this, but i'm hoping you would in any chance.
GOODLUCK IN A(irs) LEVELS! YOU CAN DO IT AND KILL ALL THOSE MONSTERS AHEAD OF YOU!
FIGHT ON BUDDY! :D

okay it's late.
i'm going to snuggle up soonnnnnn :)

2:15 AM

Saturday, November 07, 2009

counting down.

John Mayer - Bigger than my body

Yes I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry

Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
Cause I'm bigger than my body now

seriously, can't wait for the last paper to end.

ps: he's just one amazing talent!

and i see zac efron in him.
okay let the singings do the talking.

12:03 AM

Monday, November 02, 2009

telling myself: i can do it.

Chris Brown - Save Me

Devotion to that higher ground
is day by day slowly fading

*SCREAMS*
3more days to really get ready for the battlefield.
am i up for it?

12:15 AM